When I Look At The Stars ....

First of all, I must apologize for not blogging as of late. Finals are approaching, but to be perfectly honest; I couldn't think of anything creative to say.
Second of all, last night I was trying to go to sleep last night, which is normal, and I was thinking, which is normal for most people, particularly myself. I had been dwelling on my feelings of late and reflecting on the fun day I had experienced.
Third of all, somehow I began to think of stars. I'm not exactly sure why. I think it was all of the songs about stars. I loved stars when I was younger, but I was fascinated why so many people around me were so fascinated by them. I began to reminisce of everything I had ever heard about stars to search out their hidden meaning.
Fourth of all, it finally hit me. Those so called tiny dots are actually larger than our Earth. Though they appear to be small and lonely, they can actually be seen from millions of miles away and people are watching them. People they might not even know exists.
Fifth of all, I thought to myself that I've felt far away from everything, especially other "stars" around me, but there's a God out there who is staring at me and fascinated by me, even though I think I am merely a lonely minuscule dot. However, this is far from the truth. I am larger than this world. I belong in the heavens.
Sixth of all, in the wonderful words of Paul, "Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe."
Last of all, I began to sleep oh so peacefully!

Forevermore (Paradox II)

I'll thank You forevermore.
Because You opened the door.
It's time to disengage.
Let go of this rage.
I'll hold myself down.
I'm about to drown.
Please rescue me.
Grab my hand, set me free.
I can not offer up my plea.
I'll simply love You forevermore ...

The Ultimate of Paradoxes (Part I)

I stare in disbelief.
The essence of innocence is on trial.
This capital punishment is making me cross.
Why can't He beat the system that is beating Him?
Why do I allow the suffering to continue?
His suffering ...
I received my charges.
I stare in disbelief.
The Ultimate of Paradoxes
"Paid in Full," they read.
As I took my last breath along with my Savior
And all memories of murder faded ...

The Letter I Never Wrote

Dear love,
I had a dream last night and you were everywhere. When I woke up, I realized the reality of that wasn't true.
You crossed my path the other day and took the air from my lungs.
I stumble upon the fact that you know even as minuscule a creature's name like mine.
I am distraught that such a graceful being as you would even dare to tread towards an unlovely thing like me.

Dear love,
I'm confused you see; I can't find a reason why you waste your time with the likes of me.
I see it in your eyes; faith, in uncharted lands, in a path that only one can see.
The love you have for everything around you makes me go mad.
I can't even see, for the love you've given me has made me blind.

Dear love,
Let me explain this to you:
Every time I close my eyes the images of your unchanging eyes follow my every step.
Your beauty haunts my dreams.
I can't even begin to perceive the things you have created in my mind.
What loves you've made me feel; a love you've let me realize, a love you let me see.

Dear love,
I will never stop loving you, through whatever hate that had been afflicted onto us.
You've set a fire in my soul, with a passion that will never go out, and devotion that never ends.
My heart stops when I feel your touch and my mind goes numb,
I have eternal love for you, never forget me, love, for I will never forget you,

I will never forget you, love…never


Sincerely,
the one behind a disapating barrier

Welcome!

Welcome, One and All!
I am not new to blogging by a long shot, but I've felt the need to blog for months, now. I have a lot of ideas, mostly on spiritual matters, but others as well. Hopefully I can update you on my Oh So Exciting Life too. I just wanted the first post to be a fun introduction. I hope all you readers out there will enjoy this.